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Mood swings

Its a draft which was supposed to be published at first. But as always my scary ass was not believing itself ,  leave it as I got confidence in my thoughts so its  published now ... Today my bro said 'di , u r getting alot of mood swings today... Is it ur day? '  Well obviously I thought how my Lil bro got to know about menstrual cycle but I was more satisfied that finally he is concerned and started getting mature...  I then casually said ' Who said that only on periods time , mood swings happens + Boys' also change their moods alot ' After that he went to mom I don't know about what but started blabbering ( Siblings' 🙄) And thats when I don't know why but my mind wanted to know what exactly is mood swings ??? Plz clear my this question???

Love...

Never love someone as if they deserve the whole world,  U urself deserve the whole world cause u should love yourself more than anyone else because the pain of their falling out of love will break u. Its easy to fall in love with someone but hating them will be more painful. Its not like,  I don't believe in love,  its just that once u fall head over heels for someone,  after that U'll never be able to love someone else and if u fall,  then it means u never really loved ur so called first love.  Its never FIRST LOVE Its always TRUE LOVE

A Right way to express

Today I shouted at my father which was actually wrong, I don't think my father wants to know my opinion for my future... He wants me to keep my mouth shut and follow the future he saw for me but isn't this right?  We all just have one dream,  make our parent's proud so that they can live a peaceful life  and be proud of us....  I should have kept my opinion in my mind and should have waited for the right time to tell my parent's but its okay... All that matters in the last is parent's happiness....

F*cking up my Life

I don't even know from where I should start....  So hey guys,  I m Nitya , 12th Science student,  studying my ass off for NEET..... Still I m lacking confidence and for that I m seriously pressuring myself while saying the same thing again and again that I m gonna work hard for NEET but still I wanna enjoy my period of it and My enjoyment is just series after solving 100 questions a day and that too when I m sick but here we goes again like every Indian parents, my parent's also have been sure that I m just using my phone and not studying thats why I m not getting their expected grades.... Actually I get that I m at fault here because No one made my confidence low except me myself and thinking about this stuffs is seriously making pressure on me and now I m seriously doing yoga and stuffs but still these stuffs don't wanna leave my mind....  But again all I do is keep smiling and let others think that I m a great daughter who keeps laughing and enjoying her life to t...